ive come to terms with the fact that i am fit for almost no one.
ive made it damn near impossible for anyone to love me and for me to feel mutual.
this includes, family, friends, romantics
its all a waste of time.
the only ones who seem to get it,
are those that have followed the path i choose.
somehow youre all blind.
well, most of ya.
how could I have ever called you my own.
and you know what, i think i’m okay with it. the people you put your trust into most, become the people who fuck ya in the end. funny aint it? if there’s one thing my “friend” did, at least he showed me i deserve better.
…and then when i realized what was going on, i thought to myself: she just doesn’t want you anymore. THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO JOHNNY.
it hurts, maybe youre just not the girl i thought you were.
but there’s no using in wasting my time.
the heart wants what the heart wants, and she don’t want me.
the bridge. the tracks. the dirt. the sheraton. martha ave. superbad. evil dead. human centipede. how i met your mother. sublime. rome. pizza hut boxes.
all i can ever think about is you. i know it doesnt matter. i know how hopeless it is. yet for some reason in the back of my mind, i think thing are gonna end up okay. they never do. all others get compared to you, and thats not even fair to them. and you dont even care. youre okay. im miserable all day every day, and you have moved on with your life. what were these last couple of years? all those things you said to me? its not real. you dont know a damn thing about a love.
if she felt how much she was hurting me, would she stop?
Most angry couples just fuck and get over it.